воскресенье, 13 апреля 2025 г.

My mother's stories (chapter thirty one - the ending)

 

chapter 31

The last war

(the ending)


       It was said after the war that those three men weren't conscripted but had been left behind on purpose to help organize partisan warfare in their native land that was so conveniently overgrown with thick deciduous woods. To give themselves more room for maneuver, they joined the occupation police, skillfully using their position to supply partisans with useful information and food. Occasionally, they stealthily left notes for the occupants, warning them of partisans' vengeance if they so much as dared to touch any of the local women. I think it was some comfort for poor women to know that their protectors, whom the occupants really feared, were hiding in the woods not far from their dwellings.

       In soviet movies about the Second World War partisans usually blew up railways or bridges or, at the very least, houses with some occupants inside. It's a pity but I can't remember much about partisan activities near my mother's village. No explosions anyway, except, perhaps, another funny story, which, as far as I can remember, was one of my mother's favourite tales. It definitely showed how cunning the three Ukrainian policemen were. Though, following German pronunciation, people usually called each of them “polizei”. Actually, they should have said one “polizist” and three “polizisten”, but the villagers didn't know German so well back then.

       Obviously, every time the occupants tried to find partisans' hiding place, those three guys helped them to comb the forest. I imagine what a picturesque group it was: in the vanguard there was the human shield of local people walking in line among the trees under the supervision of three agile “polizei”. And just behind the villagers there were the occupants treading cautiously in their wake with their machine-guns at the ready. They never found anything or anyone, though. Knowing the forest much better than the occupants, those smart “polizei” used to organize everything so nicely that somewhere in the thicket partisans surreptitiously joined the villagers and all of them together continued to circle among the trees. I'm afraid I forgot whether the partisans left the group of their catchers while they all were still in the forest or went with them to the village and returned to their earth-houses hidden in the thicket in the dead of night. But I still remember how my mother smacked her lips with pleasure while telling me this story, which was quite understandable. The occupants really looked rather stupid there. Besides, it undoubtedly showed that at least half of the village knew about their three “polizei” true activities but kept silent about it.

       It was not something unusual, of course. No partisan movement could ever survive without the help and the support provided by the local population. My teenage mother was also eager to help partisans but was rejected as a daughter of “an enemy of the people”. It might seem incredible, but even then, during the occupation, the iron grip of Stalin's punitive bodies was still wrapped tightly around people's minds. But what struck most unpleasantly here was that the man who wrote false information against my grandfather felt comfortable under both regimes: Stalin's and Hitler's. During the occupation, he rented a local mill. Later, it would undoubtedly be considered as collaboration with the enemy, but he was farsighted enough to give (in secret) some part of the flour to the partisans. So the man was quite alright when the Soviet power came back. Not to mention that in 1947, when so many people starved to death, he had enough grain to feed not only his family but even his chickens. The only thing that the man couldn't really live through was the censure of all the village after they suddenly found out that he was an informer.

       Coming back to the story of the three “polizei” helping partisans, I can only say that it was very popular among the villagers and looked rather like one of those legends that had always circulated in the village. Yet the fact is that the men really worked as spies without any exposure for almost three years. Maybe this gave them a false sense of security and that's why they failed in the end. I suppose they had a radio, well hidden somewhere in a safe place. So, unlike their fellow-villagers, those three men were aware of the Red Army approaching their parts. Perhaps, in their joy, they drank too much on that day, and that's how they were caught, while driving across the fields in the direction of the forest, sprawled in their cart full of victuals for the partisans.

       The Germans would have paid them no attention, as they had done so many times before, but on that day the men were singing soviet war songs at the top of their voices. No wonder people couldn't help but admire their reckless bravery. Someone must have seen them singing in their cart and then being arrested, because the news about it quickly spread around the village. But after that there was nothing - the men seemed to have disappeared without leaving a trace. Just like my unfortunate grandfather in 1938. My poor mother had been waiting for him to come back for years, not knowing that soon after his arrest and a parody of a trial he was executed. The German occupants had nothing to do with my grandfather's tragic end, of course, but they used the same methods as Stalin's apprentices.

       In the story of the three “polizei” I can definitely see the same pattern. Evidently, the Germans didn't tell the truth to their relatives. For a few weeks after the men's disappearance, one of the wives was seen walking anxiously around the village, asking if anyone had heard something about her husband. She couldn't find out anything. People would never have known what really happened if soon after the liberation one man hadn't come to the village and told them what he had seen with his own eyes a month or so before. As it turned out, he was hiding in the attic of a derelict house at the edge of the forest at the time. From his hiding place he could clearly see a small glade, where, to his horror, he suddenly spotted the dark figures of the Germans bringing three half-naked men. Unable to move, he had to watch how they were mercilessly beaten by their tormentors and then forced to dig their own grave.

       The spring was already in full swing when the poor men's bodies were exhumed and reburied at the local cemetery. By that time, they were completely unrecognizable - not only because of the decay but also because of unmistakable traces of torture that had distorted their features. Still, there was no doubt about their identity as one of the wives recognized a scrap of fabric with a peculiar pattern that stuck to one of the bodies. No one in the village had such a shirt except her husband and he was definitely wearing it on that unfortunate day. This horrible ending seems rather unsuitable to the story of three “polizei”. The first half of it would fit in a good war comedy. There is something disgusting in people's ability to make nice comedies about war. I can't deny that I watched some of them and couldn't help laughing. But the ending of this story undoubtedly shows an unadorned face of a real war in all its atrocious ugliness.

       When I am thinking of those politicians, who are sitting just now in their luxurious offices, planning the next war and rubbing their hands in anticipation of future profits, I imagine that if they only were able to feel what real war was, they would never dare to start it. Unfortunately, I can't be sure even in that because I have recently developed a harmful habit of reading the news every day. And every time when I try to remember what I've just read, I have an unpleasant sensation that, while I was reading, a discordant chorus of ill-assorted voices was shouting nonsense at me. But the main thing is that the more I read the news, the more it seems to me that most of the people, and especially their leaders – the rulers of the destinies that is – are just maniacs with an unhealthy thirst for self-destruction. It looks like the life and death of notorious dictators, such as Adolf Hitler, Benito Mussolini and Ion Antonescu haven't taught them anything. I know I should stop it - reading the news, I mean, as it's not in my power to stop the madness of the world.

To be continued...

(c) Anna Shevchenko

вторник, 25 февраля 2025 г.

My mother's stories (chapter thirty one - the continuation)

chapter 31

The last war

(the continuation)


       I don't really know how long my mother and her fellow-villagers lived under the Romanian occupation. I think for about two years. The Romanians definitely thought they came to settle down on our land for good. At the time of their rule children even attended school where they had to learn German and Romanian. I remember my mother complaining to me how she hated the very sound of German. But, unexpectedly, she liked Romanian and was so successful in it that she was even offered to enter some boarding school for gifted children. Her mother, however, refused flatly as she had always preferred to have her industrious elder daughter near at hand. It was my grandmother's usual selfishness but, in that case, I believe, it was the right decision. Shortly before the war began, they had already been marked as “a family of an enemy of the people” by Stalin's repressive machine. They definitely didn't need “the collaboration with the occupants” added to the list of their sins after the Soviet power returned. Although, during the occupation nobody really knew whether that day was going to come at all.

       There were some vague rumours, of course, but, on the whole, they were completely cut off from all sources of information. No news-papers to look into. Not to mention that all the radios were confiscated by Soviet authorities at the very beginning of the war. Maybe I am not right here but I have always found this action as infuriating as the notorious law of three spikelets. Perhaps it's true that they did it to prevent panic. Yet I suspect that communists just didn't want our people to listen to German propagandists, whose cheerful voices tried to inform everybody that any kind of resistance was futile and would entail inevitable death. And who could know better than communists what a powerful weapon propaganda can be in skillful hands?

       But it doesn't matter whose propagandists were better at the time. It takes much more than just ingenious propaganda to win a large-scale war. That's why it's impossible to predict how it is going to end. People in my mother's village didn't know, of course, that somewhere far away in snow-covered fields, not far from Moscow actually, the advancing German troops were stopped and started to retreat at last. So the villagers were rather surprised when one day they discovered that the Romanians suddenly departed, leaving their river bank to the Germans, who immediately justified their dark reputation and proved to be even worse than their predecessors.

       Unlike the Romanians, the German occupants didn't bother about school education - at that time their affairs at the battle-fields were too alarming for that. Besides, they started to have real problems with lack of manpower in their own country. Actually, it's inevitable if a war lasts longer than two years, and it explains why, trying to overcome their difficulties, the Germans started to seize more or less young and healthy people from the local population in order to send them to work in Germany. Naturally, nobody wanted to be sent there, or to be precise “driven away”, as if they were slaves or some cattle. And here I can't tell how much it reminds me of Stalin's regime's ruthless attitude to its own people. The great mustached leader liked to send the whole nations into exile. No wonder his mates - communists - also preferred violence and cruelty while trying to whip everybody up in the direction of the bright future.

       But coming back to my young mother, I can only say that people tried desperately to avoid the dubious honour of being driven away to Germany. During the raids my mother's family was successfully hiding in their neighbours' deep pit, skillfully disguised. They were a bit cramped there but at least it was spacious enough to accommodate them all. Not everybody was so lucky though. A man and his teenage son were discovered in their hole and were both shot while running away. The boy got off with only permanent damage to his leg but his unfortunate father was shot dead. The Germans didn't leave his corpse to lie in peace but hanged it in plain view in a tree to show the others what the price of disobedience was. The villages, however, didn't shrink back from what they considered to be their duty. In spite of the great risk, someone quietly removed the dead body from its tree as soon as the darkness of the night enveloped the village. After dragging the poor man's body to their neighbours' gate, they warned them that now it was their turn to move it further in the direction of the cemetery. Those people dragged it to the next yard and in such a fashion the body reached my mother's family's gate at last. As their yard was the nearest to the local cemetery it seemed logical that it was them who had to bury their fellow-villager as soon as possible.

       To their luck, just at that time a teenage boy, disguised as a girl, was hiding in their hut. He lived not very far from them but as he was threatened with being driven away to Germany his mother asked them to give her son a shelter. Every morning the boy surreptitiously shaved his adolescent mustache in order to look more convincing in his female clothes. So it was him and my 13-year-old mother who got a difficult task to bury the dead man before the sunrise. I imagine those two teenagers, hastily digging the grave in the dark, occasionally looking east to see the first glimpse of the approaching sun. Actually, it was the boy who was digging and my mother was raking out the earth. The scene was definitely worthy of some Soviet movie about the war, especially those which were made soon after it was over or even during it. Those films were usually of lower quality and as a rule contained one or two really gruesome episodes. Who knows how many such traumatic scenes I watched over in my childhood and teens? And an odd thing is that for some reason none of my mother's stories about the war gave me such a strong feeling of revulsion and fear as those old movies did. Even her story about three Ukrainian policemen seemed to me rather funny, at least the first half of it. I think it was their ingenuity and reckless bravery that gave me that feeling.

To be continued...

(c) Anna Shevchenko